| Hi Everyone, How ya doin'?
So i'm in a kinda blah mood. And i don't really feel like actually talking to anyone right now cause i feel like i need to vent and yeahh, so i'm gunna vent to who ever wants to read this. Beware: Jessica is venting
So, i am going to have no time what so ever in the coming school year. And school hasn't even started and i'm already stressed beyond belief. I have school monday through friday, work 3-4 days a week and cheerleading 5 days a week. Not to mention i'm taking all level 3 classes. One being U.S. History. I am going ot have so much homework and projects and essays and things like that, and i'm gunna have no time to do it. To not help the situation, we are short staffed at work so even if i wanted to take some time off for myself, ya know days where i can just be by myself and relax or spend some time with friends, i'm not gunna be able to because i can't even get every day off i need for cheerleading, so almost every day during school i am gunna be going to school, doing as much homework in between mods and my off mod, eating lunch at some point? Then rushing home, either work 4-close(9:30ish) Then homework after that, and let us not forget about good o' Cheerleading. On nights that i have cheerleading, if i dont have to work i will be home for 3 hours to do homework and get stuff done. On nights i have work though i'm gunna be going to work 4-6 then cheerleading 6-9, then doing homework? And hey lets add on Alison, "Girls i want you to stretch every single night" What the hell. When am i suppose to fricken have time to stretch? And if one more person tells me to stretch while i watch tv i'm gunna flip. I would do that, only as soon as school starts i am not gunna have any time to watch tv, or be on this computer for other than homework, ugh i really just want to be able to work and help out the girls at work cause sure i could quit, but then i'm putting all the girls(+ Brandon and Nick) and my bosses in an even worse position then they were before, and i can't do that. I can't quit cheerleading because i can't let down the girls on my team, thats not fair to them. And what i want more than anything is to take Drivers ed, but it dosent look like thats gunna happen any time soon. I just want everything to work out, I just hope Everything will work out.  I know i took on to much, but it is to late to go back now.
I'm really sorry for all that complaining. I feel bad that i'm complaining about something like having so much going on in my life when people are in much worse situations like the whole hurricane thing and everything. So I'm sorry, I just needed to be able to get this off my chest.
On a happier note, yesterday i had work 11-4, went by pretty quick, then i came home, showered and went over to Kelleys around 6ish. I love her, she's my absolute best friend and i really don't know what i would do with out her. So i headed home around 9ish.
Today, went to the Mall with Momma and Kelley around 2ish, i got my hair cut , and momma bought me a new shirt from American Eagle, a new shirt from aeropostale and 2 new camis from aeropostale. Tonight i'm going to Kelleys house for her Dads birthday I bought Don Goldenrod Icecreammmm i actually have to go put a bow and some ribbon on ittt, haha so i better go
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